Hoy, today I realize the loneliness or emptiness I am feeling. I have neglected God, and I have gone for a while without my normal coping mechanisms of people and it has taken its toll. I'm a coach, and I am around people, but my close friendships have in effect diminished.
What is God's plan for my life? I have not been considering this question but only positing it as some after thought. I am deeply missing the closeness of a spiritual community which gives me some guidance beyond the feign banality. And i realize that my parents are somehow no longer the ones who can help me guide my life, even though they are attempting to steer me in certain particular directions.
And Television has become a bane for my daily life. It informs and yet it simultaneously detracts from my experience of life.
I'm quite contemplative and quite moody.
so, this is the haemeria, the wilderness of the gospels.
Thursday, September 25, 2008
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