Hoy, today I realize the loneliness or emptiness I am feeling. I have neglected God, and I have gone for a while without my normal coping mechanisms of people and it has taken its toll. I'm a coach, and I am around people, but my close friendships have in effect diminished.
What is God's plan for my life? I have not been considering this question but only positing it as some after thought. I am deeply missing the closeness of a spiritual community which gives me some guidance beyond the feign banality. And i realize that my parents are somehow no longer the ones who can help me guide my life, even though they are attempting to steer me in certain particular directions.
And Television has become a bane for my daily life. It informs and yet it simultaneously detracts from my experience of life.
I'm quite contemplative and quite moody.
so, this is the haemeria, the wilderness of the gospels.
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I know how you feel about the transition, t.u. thanks for sharing. It's good to know sometimes that even though we're all in different places now that we're still going through the same thing and that we can go through it TOGETHER. although we're in different parts of the world, we're all just emails away from each other! i look forward to more of your posts. thanks for following mine and for your post on my blog - it really made me smile and you know I always appreciate what you have to say, t.u. keep the blog going.
i concur. transitions suck.
but they are also great opportunities for growth!
i'm glad you're coming to church with me tomorrow!
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